God speed all the bakers at dawn

Glow

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 04:35:47 GMT

Well Hello,
Since before, I've been to the cottage for two weeks and back.
It was really fun, and it felt very good to get away from all the boredom and pain.
I found myself up there, I realized what I needed to do to make sure that I am the happiest I can be.
Me and Katherine decided to become friends, and it was a really good decision because not only did it help us, it helped me.

Other than that, I've really been focusing on friends and catching up, as well as my music.

Nothing more to say.
I've been very happy with the way things ended up:)
very happy.

Harmlessly passing time

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 22:22:37 GMT

Man, I hate certain days when you have no one to hang out with during the summer.
I really need to get a job.
and save for driving school.
and save for this guitar I want.
I just need to save:P

I'm seeing Roger Waters tomorrow, that will be the highlight of my summer, or close to it because some pretty crazy shit has already gone down.
Katie comes home from camp in August, and I really need to talk to her about a lot of things, so I am getting extremely anxious, and nervous.
There are so many reasons behind my logic when it comes to relationships, but this time there are so many obstacles, well, portions, that I have to deal with first.

Anyways, I just am confused with so many different things in my life right now, but its always good to stay positive.

Well...

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 23:28:14 GMT

Since I knew that no one comes on this anymore, I figured it would be the perfect time to start using it again.
I seem to recall me last posting while I was dating Heather.
That's not happening anymore.
I am currently dating a girl named Katherine, whom I love, and just happens to be the cause of my annoyed state.
She is off at camp for a month, since July 2nd.
I have recently started to realize some things that make me feel very aggravated and that cause my mind to tediously ramble on inside my head.
These realizations cause me to be unhappy all the time.
I want to be myself again, happy.
I have some moving on to do.

Other than all two of my relationships going down hill, I seek solstice in my new-old best friend, Meggie.
We had a falling out, which was entirely my atrocious creation, and she decided to become that angel that she is once more and amaze me.
After school ended, graduation from grade 11, she sent me an e-mail that basically asked to start 'it' again, it being our once beautiful friendship.
This surprised me, because I was not expecting anything of that nature, seeing as I had basically turned my back on her, and the friends I had.
Feeling as though I had been given a second, or third, or fourth chance, I sprung at the opportunity in becoming her best friend again.
I am going to be doing everything in my power to make sure that I don't screw this up again, and to gain back every body's trust.

That, basically, is what has been happening.
I have grown to be more mature, and after reading old entries from about two years ago, I thought "Wow" and proceeded to delete them.
I am in a band now, We are called Fate Prevailed, and I still adore the guitar, and all of it's forms.
If I didn't have this rhythm running through me, I don't think I would have anything at all.